‘I was chosen’: Child adopted by alleged paedophile tells of abuse

Agen Sabung Ayam

Updated December 02, 2015 19:47:13

Dorm room at Retta Dixon Picture: Several youngsters of the Stolen Generations had been taken to Darwin’s Retta Dixon house from the nineteen forties till it shut. (Supplied)

“All I keep in mind was him currently being on leading of me declaring ‘don’t tell anybody, this is our secret’, and all I wanted to do was scream, but no person could listen to me.”

John Gordon is haunted by the sexual assaults and beatings he suggests he suffered as a little one at the Retta Dixon House, a Commonwealth-funded, spiritual institution in Darwin.

This is the initial time he has spoken about the abuse he stated was fully commited by the gentleman he came to regard as his father.

The Northern Territory hearings of the Royal Commission into Institutional Responses to Child Sexual Abuse listened to harrowing allegations from that gentleman, Donald Henderson.

All I don’t forget is when I was 10 several years outdated I was one particular of the special kinds, I was picked.

John Gordon

Mr Henderson and his spouse lived at the Retta Dixon property from 1964 till 1975, functioning as “cottage dad and mom” whose occupation was to increase the Aboriginal youngsters who were introduced there by the Commonwealth.

Mr Gordon had lived at the house given that he was taken from his household as a child.

He said when he was ten a long time aged, the Hendersons determined to adopt him.

It was most most likely an informal adoption as John has no paperwork.

“All I keep in mind is when I was 10 years aged I was a single of the specific kinds, I was selected,” he mentioned.

Mr Gordon said his adoptive father would defeat and molest him.

“I still have dreams about it. The final time I experienced dreams like that I woke up the entire residence screaming,” he stated.

“I occasionally come to feel like it is my fault, I do not know why.

“Did we do something to switch the aged bastard on? What is his fetish? What did we do to deserve it? We need to have carried out anything to ought to have it, accomplished some thing mistaken, normally it would not happen.”

Mr Gordon was going to give proof at the royal fee but he experienced a coronary heart assault as the hearings were about to get started.

Outside Retta Dixon home Photograph: The Retta Dixon property in Darwin. (Supplied)

In the eighties, Mr Henderson was convicted of indecently assaulting two children who had been not from Retta Dixon and was given a two-12 months excellent behaviour bond.

Mr Henderson was named at the royal commission as a single of Retta Dixon’s worst offenders, accused of beatings, molestation and rape.

Jarrell Kunoth is another alleged sufferer, breaking his silence for the first time.

He mentioned Mr Henderson sexually assaulted him when he was 9.

“He grabbed my foot and rubbed it on his non-public and I could not pull away because I was only young then and he was a huge robust man,” he stated.

“Little factors like that performs on your brain, since it helps make you come to feel filthy.”

Dorm room at Retta Dixon Photo: A quantity of youngsters from the Retta Dixon property claim they ended up abused. (Provided)

Alleged abuser residing in gated community on Sunshine Coast

The Retta Dixon house was levelled by Cyclone Tracy in 1974 and the internet site the place the facility as soon as stood is now a fairly barren public park.

Lateline tracked Mr Henderson down to a gated community on the Sunshine Coastline, the place he lives with his wife and an additional now developed-up child — a girl who was adopted from Retta Dixon.

No-1 answered the doorway and neighbours said Mr Henderson experienced been in and out of hospital.

Donald Bruce Henderson, who worked as a house parent at the Retta Dixon home in the Northern Territory. Image: Donald Henderson now lives on the Sunshine Coastline. (Equipped)

Mr Henderson has been charged with intercourse crimes in opposition to young children at Retta Dixon two times, but both situations ended up dropped.

He was admitted to a mental well being institution soon before the royal fee and did not look to give proof.

Now he is 1 of the topics of a class action, with twelve people proclaiming damages for sexual assaults he is alleged to have committed against them.

They want to just take the Sunshine Coast property from him as payment.

The other defendants are the Commonwealth and the religious organisation that ran the property.

There are much more than eighty claimants altogether who say they ended up allow down by the establishment that was supposed to shield them.

Children board a bus at Retta Dixon Picture: Youngsters board a bus at the Retta Dixon house in the Northern Territory. Undated. (Supplied)

The guy who grew to become his son, John Gordon, desires a lot more than cash.

“Justice would appear like that guy behind bars and the Government, somebody be produced accountable and created confident that they say sure, we are to blame,” he said.

“Somebody has consider the blame to be manufactured accountable and someone has to pay.”

Children at the Retta Dixon home Picture: The Retta Dixon home was levelled by Cyclone Tracey in 1974. (Supplied)

Watch the total story tonight on Lateline at 9.30pm (AEDT) on ABC Information 24 or ten.30pm on ABC Tv.

Subject areas: child-abuse, law-criminal offense-and-justice, royal-commissions, darwin-0800, nt, qld, maroochydore-4558

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